out with the old and in with the new

Can I just say that New Years has almost always been anti climatic for me? I had sometime to just reflect on this past year and I have to say that wow this year has definately been well overall bad but its had its perks. I've made some great friends and had some good times but wow it had just been bad. I've realized that this new year coming up.... well its sorta freeing. I have one plan.... maybe something else but I'm not sure..... but other than that nothing. And its sorta cool. I'm looking forward to just seeing what happens this year. I'm hoping for grand adventures, staying close with old freinds, and maybe making some new ones.

So in 14 days I'll be in Spain... no honestly. I will be in Madrid for a 5 hour layover probably making a late night call to EmiB to wish her a happy birthday.... that reminds me I need to get a calling card. And to be honest it really hasn't hit me yet. The money wire finally went out on thursday I think and as far as I know I'm actually in... paid up etc. It'll be me and the canadians really really soon. If anyone thought my eh were bad after spending a summer on the islands well wait till I get back from Spain it'll be eh like every day all day. I'm hoping that the excitement hits sometime soon.

God is good and true. Even thought this past year has been crap He has shown what His love truly means. I've spent much more time this year being stressed out, pissed off, worried, and confused than any time in my life but God has always been the light in my life. I don't ever want to have a year like this in my life ever again but like I've said before its also been so good by showing me what true freinds are and how God is faithful. I'm hoping this next year is better but it might not be....

So heres to lessons learned, adventures had, love lived, and roads traveled. Heres to 2011 and the new things that come....